New Year's Day at Asolo in the Trevisan

Day!Faster and more fast,O'er night's brim, day boils at last;Boils, pure gold, o'er the cloud-cup's brimWhere spurting and suppressed it lay,For not a froth-flake touched the rimOf yonder gap in the solid grayOf the eastern cloud, an hour away;But forth one wavelet, then another, curled,Till the whole sunrise, not to be suppressed,Rose, reddened, and its seething breastFlickered in bounds, grew gold, than overflowed the world.Oh, Day, if I squander a wavelet of thee,

A mite of my twelve hours' treasure,The least of thy gazes or glances(Be they grants thou art bound to or gifts above measure),One of thy choices or one of thy chances,(Be they tasks God imposed thee or freaks at thy pleasure)--My Day, if I squander such labor or leisure,Then shame fall on Asolo, mischief on me!

Thy long blue solemn hours serenely flowing,Whence earth, we feel, gets steady help and good--Thy fitful sunshine-minutes, coming, going,As if earth turned from work in gamesome mood--All shall be mine! But thou must treat me notAs prosperous ones are treated, those who liveAt hand here, and enjoy the higher lot,In readiness to take what thou wilt give,And free to let alone what thou refusest;For, Day, my holiday, if thou ill-usestMe, who am only Pippa--old-year's sorrow,Cast off last night, will come again tomorrow;Whereas, if thou prove gentle, I shall borrowSufficient strength of thee for new-year's sorrow.All other men and women that this earthBelongs to, who all days alike possess,Make general plenty cure particular dearth,Get more joy one way, if another, less;Thou art my single day, God lends to leavenWhat were all earth else, with a feel of heaven--Sole light that helps me through the year, thy sun's!Try now! Take Asolo's Four Happiest Ones--And let thy morning rain on that superbGreat haughty Ottima; can rain disturbHer Sebald's homage? All the while thy rainBeats fiercest on her shrub-house windowpane,He will but press the closer, breathe more warmAgainst her cheek; how should she mind the storm?And, morning past, if midday shed a gloomO'er Jules and Phene--what care bride and groomSave for their dear selves? 'Tis their marriage-day;And while they leave church and go home their way,Hand clasping hand, within each breast would beSunbeams and pleasant weather spite of thee.Then, for another trial, obscure thy eveWith mist--will Luigi and his mother grieve--The lady and her child, unmatched, forsooth,She in her age, as Luigi in his youth,For true content? The cheerful town, warm, close,And safe, the sooner that thou art morose,Receives them. And yet once again, outbreakIn storm at night on Monsignor, they makeSuch stir about--whom they expect from RomeTo visit Asolo, his brothers' home,And say here masses proper to releaseA soul from pain--what storm dares hurt his peace?Calm would he pray, with his own thoughts to wardThy thunder off, nor want the angels' guard.But Pippa--just one such mischance would spoilHer day that lightens the next twelve-month's toilAt wearisome silk-winding, coil on coil!And here I let time slip for naught!Aha, you foolhardy sunbeam, caughtWith a single splash from my ewer!You that would mock the best pursuer,Was my basin over-deep?One splash of water ruins you asleep,And up, up, fleet your brilliant bitsWheeling and counterwheeling,Reeling, broken beyond healing--Now grow together on the ceiling!That will task your wits.Whoever it was quenched fire first, hoped to seeMorsel after morsel fleeAs merrily, as giddily ...Meantime, what lights my sunbeam on,Where settles by degrees the radiant cripple?Oh, is it surely blown, my martagon?New-blown and ruddy as St. Agnes' nipple,Plump as the flesh-bunch on some Turk bird's poll!Be sure if corals, branching 'neath the rippleOf ocean, bud there, fairies watch unrollSuch turban-flowers; I say, such lamps disperseThick red flame through that dusk green universe!I am queen of thee, floweret!And each fleshy blossomPreserve I not--saferThan leaves that embower it,Or shells that embosom--From weevil and chafer?Laugh through my pane then; solicit the bee;Gibe him, be sure; and, in midst of thy glee,Love thy queen, worship me!

--Worship whom else? For am I not, this day,Whate'er I please? What shall I please today?My morn, noon, eve, and night--how spend my day?Tomorrow I must be Pippa who winds silk,The whole year round, to earn just bread and milk.But, this one day, I have leave to go,And play out my fancy's fullest games;I may fancy all day--and it shall be so--That I taste of the pleasures, am called by the namesOf the Happiest Four in our Asolo!

See! Up the hillside yonder, through the morning,Someone shall love me, as the world calls love;I am no less than Ottima, take warning!The gardens, and the great stone house above,And other house for shrubs, all glass in front,Are mine; where Sebald steals, as he is wont,To court me, while old Luca yet reposes;And therefore, till the shrub-house door uncloses,I--what now?--give abundant cause for prateAbout me--Ottima, I mean--of late,Too bold, too confident she'll still face downThe spitefullest of talkers in our town.How we talk in the little town below!But love, love, love--there's better love, I know!This foolish love was only day's first offer;I choose my next love to defy the scoffer;For do not our Bride and Bridegroom sallyOut of Possagno church at noon?Their house looks over Orcana valley--Why should not I be the bride as soonAs Ottima? For I saw, beside,Arrive last night that little bride--Saw, if you call it seeing her, one flashOf the pale snow-pure cheek and black bright tresses,Blacker than all except the black eyelash;I wonder she contrives those lids no dresses!So strict was she, the veilShould cover close her palePure cheeks--a bride to look at and scarce touch,Scarce touch, remember, Jules! For are not suchUsed to be tended, flower-like, every feature,As if one's breath would fray the lily of a creature?A soft and easy life these ladies lead!Whiteness in us were wonderful indeed.Oh, save that brow its virgin dimness,Keep that foot its lady primness,Let those ankles never swerveFrom their exquisite reserve,Yet have to trip along the streets like me,All but naked to the knee!How will she ever grant her Jules a blissSo startling as her real first infant kiss?Oh, no--not envy, this!

--Not envy, sure!--for if you gave meLeave to take or to refuse,In earnest, do you think I'd chooseThat sort of new love to enslave me?Mine should have lapped me round from the beginning;As little fear of losing it as winning;Lovers grow cold, men learn to hate their wives,And only parents' love can last our lives.At eve the Son and Mother, gentle pair,Commune inside our turret; what preventsMy being Luigi? While that mossy lairOf lizards through the wintertime is stirredWith each to each imparting sweet intentsFor this new-year, as brooding bird to bird(For I observe of late, the evening walkOf Luigi and his mother, always endsInside our ruined turret, where they talk,Calmer than lovers, yet more kind than friends),Let me be cared about, kept out of harm,And schemed for, safe in love as with a charm;Let me be Luigi! If I only knewWhat was my mother's face--my father, too!Nay, if you come to that, best love of allIs God's; then why not have God's love befallMyself as, in the palace by the Dome,Monsignor?--who tonight will bless the homeOf his dead brother; and God bless in turnThat heart which beats, those eyes which mildly burnWith love for all men! I tonight at least,Would be that holy and beloved priest.

Now wait!--even I already seem to shareIn God's love: what does New-year's hymn declare?What other meaning do these verses bear?

All service ranks the same with God:If now, as formerly he trodParadise, his presence fillsOur earth, each only as God willsCan work--God's puppets, best and worst,Are we; there is no last nor first.

Say not "a small event!" Why "small"?Costs it more pain that this, ye callA "great event," should come to pass,Than that? Untwine me from the massOf deeds which make up life, one deedPower shall fall short in or exceed!

And more of it, and more of it!--oh yes--I will pass each, and see their happiness,And envy none--being just as great, no doubt,Useful to men, and dear to God, as they!A pretty thing to care aboutSo mightily, this single holiday!But let the sun shine! Wherefore repine?--With thee to lead me, O Day of mine,Down the grass path gray with dew,Under the pine-wood, blind with boughs,Where the swallow never flewNor yet cicala dared carouse--No, dared carouse! [She enters the street