Addressed (During Illness) to a Lady

Henry Kirke White (1785–1806) · 1803–1806

anapaestic tetrameter · rhyming couplets · 54 lines · from The Poetical Works of Henry Kirke White

Dear Fanny, I mean, now I'm laid on the shelf,To give you a sketch--ay, a sketch of myself.'Tis a pitiful subject, I frankly confess,And one it would puzzle a painter to dress;But, however, here goes, and as sure as a gun,I'll tell all my faults like a penitent nun;For I know, for my Fanny, before I address her,She wont be a cynical father confessor.

Come, come, 'twill not do! put that curling brow down;You can't, for the soul of you, learn how to frown.Well, first I premise, it's my honest conviction,That my breast is a chaos of all contradiction;Religious--deistic--now loyal and warm;Then a dagger-drawn democrat hot for reform:This moment a fop, that, sententious as Titus;Democritus now, and anon Heraclitus;Now laughing and pleased, like a child with a rattle;Then vex'd to the soul with impertinent tattle;Now moody and sad, now unthinking and gay,To all points of the compass I veer in a day.

I'm proud and disdainful to Fortune's gay child,But to Poverty's offspring submissive and mild;As rude as a boor, and as rough in dispute;Then as for politeness--oh! dear--I'm a brute!I show no respect where I never can feel it;And as for contempt, take no pains to conceal it.And so in the suite, by these laudable ends,I've a great many foes, and a very few friends.

And yet, my dear Fanny, there are who can feelThat this proud heart of mine is not fashion'd of steel.It can love (can it not?)--it can hate, I am sure;And it's friendly enough, though in friends it be poor.For itself though it bleed not, for others it bleeds;If it have not ripe virtues, I'm sure it's the seeds;And though far from faultless, or even so-so,I think it may pass as our worldly things go.

Well, I've told you my frailties without any gloss;Then as to my virtues, I'm quite at a loss!I think I'm devout, and yet I can't say,But in process of time I may get the wrong way.I'm a general lover, if that's commendation,And yet can't withstand you know whose fascination.But I find that amidst all my tricks and devices,In fishing for virtues, I'm pulling up vices;So as for the good, why, if I possess it,I am not yet learned enough to express it.

You yourself must examine the lovelier side,And after your every art you have tried,Whatever my faults, I may venture to say,Hypocrisy never will come in your way.I am upright, I hope; I'm downright, I'm clear!And I think my worst foe must allow I'm sincere;And if ever sincerity glow'd in my breast,'Tis now when I swear----.

Words in this poem

frankly adv.
In a frank manner; freely.
cynical a.
Having the qualities of a surly dog; snarling; captious; currish. [L. cynicus of the sect of Cynics, fr. Gr. Hound.]
chaos n.
An empty, immeasurable space; a yawning chasm. [L. chaos chaos (in senses 1 & 2), Gr. Chasm.]
democrat n.
One who is an adherent or advocate of democracy, or government by the people. [Cf. F. démocrate.]
anon adv.
Straightway; at once. [OE. anoon, anon, anan, lit., in one (moment), fr. AS. on in + an one. See On and One.]
tattle v. i.
To prate; to talk idly; to use many words with little meaning; to chat. [Akin to OE. tateren, LG. tateln, D. tateren to stammer, and perhaps to E. titter.]
unthinking a.
Not thinking; not heedful; thoughtless; inconsiderate; as, unthinking youth.
suite n.
A retinue or company of attendants, as of a distinguished personage; as, the suite of an ambassador. See Suit, n., 5. [F. See Suit, n.]
faultless a.
Without fault; not defective or imperfect; free from blemish; free from incorrectness, vice, or offense; perfect; as, a faultless poem.
fascination n.
The act of fascinating, bewhiching, or enchanting; enchantment; witchcraft; the exercise of a powerful or irresistible influence on the affections or passions; unseen, inexplicable influence. [L. fascinatio; cf. F. fascination.]
amidst prep.
In the midst or middle of; surrounded or encompassed by; among. [OE. amidde, amiddes, on midden, AS. on middan, in the middle, fr. midde the middle. The s is an adverbial ending, originally marking the genitive; the t is a la]
downright adv.
Straight down; perpendicularly.

Definitions and etymologies from Webster's Unabridged Dictionary, 1913.

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Form and metre

Addressed (During Illness) to a Lady is 54 lines in 6 verse paragraphs. It is in rhyming couplets, 93% of the lines. The metre is anapaestic tetrameter, measured from the stress the words themselves fix (confidence 87%). 86% of its stressed syllables fall where the metre puts the beat. The lines average 11.2 syllables. 10 lines end on an unstressed syllable, a feminine ending.

See other poems in rhyming couplets, other poems in anapaestic tetrameter.

Measured by Laurel's pipeline, not copied from a handbook: how stress and metre are counted, how rhyme is lettered, how a drifted rhyme is found. Where the dictionary cannot confirm a rhyme the letter is withheld, not guessed.

Rhyme words, stanza by stanza

The word that ends each line, lettered by the rhyme it makes; a dash is a line whose rhyme the dictionary could not confirm.

  1. 1 AABBCC-- shelfA · myselfA · confessB · dressB · gunC · nunC · her · confessor
  2. 2 AABBCCDDEEFF downA · frownA · convictionB · contradictionB · warmC · reformC · titusD · heraclitusD · rattleE · tattleE · gayF · dayF
  3. 3 AABBCCDD childA · mildA · disputeB · bruteB · itC · itC · endsD · friendsD
  4. 4 AABBCCDD feelA · steelA · sureB · poorB · bleedsC · seedsC · soD · goD
  5. 5 AABBCCDDEE glossA · lossA · sayB · wayB · commendationC · fascinationC · devicesD · vicesD · itE · itE
  6. 6 AABBCC-C sideA · triedA · sayB · wayB · clearC · sincereC · breast · swearC
Scansion, line by line

Each line with its syllable count and the stresses the words themselves fix: / stressed, ˘ unstressed, · a syllable the word leaves free and the metre decides. Read against anapaestic tetrameter. How this is done.

LineSyl.Stress
Dear Fanny, I mean, now I'm laid on the shelf,11·/˘········
To give you a sketch--ay, a sketch of myself.11··········/
'Tis a pitiful subject, I frankly confess,11··/˘/˘·/˘˘/
And one it would puzzle a painter to dress;11····/˘·/˘··
But, however, here goes, and as sure as a gun,12··/˘········
I'll tell all my faults like a penitent nun;10·······/˘·
For I know, for my Fanny, before I address her,13·····/˘···˘/·
She wont be a cynical father confessor.11····/˘/˘˘/˘
Come, come, 'twill not do! put that curling brow down;11·······/˘··
You can't, for the soul of you, learn how to frown.11···········
Well, first I premise, it's my honest conviction,12···/˘··/˘˘/˘
That my breast is a chaos of all contradiction;13·····/˘···˘/˘
Religious--deistic--now loyal and warm;10˘/˘···/˘··
Then a dagger-drawn democrat hot for reform:12··/˘·/˘···˘/
This moment a fop, that, sententious as Titus;12·/˘···˘/˘·/˘
Democritus now, and anon Heraclitus;12······˘/····
Now laughing and pleased, like a child with a rattle;12·/˘·······/˘
Then vex'd to the soul with impertinent tattle;11······˘/˘/˘
Now moody and sad, now unthinking and gay,11·/˘···˘/˘··
To all points of the compass I veer in a day.12·····/˘·····
I'm proud and disdainful to Fortune's gay child,11···˘/˘·/˘··
But to Poverty's offspring submissive and mild;11··/˘/·˘/˘··
As rude as a boor, and as rough in dispute;11·········˘/
Then as for politeness--oh! dear--I'm a brute!11···˘/˘·····
I show no respect where I never can feel it;11···˘/··/···
And as for contempt, take no pains to conceal it.12···˘/····˘/·
And so in the suite, by these laudable ends,10·······/˘·
I've a great many foes, and a very few friends.11···/···/˘··
And yet, my dear Fanny, there are who can feel11····/˘·····
That this proud heart of mine is not fashion'd of steel.12········/˘··
It can love (can it not?)--it can hate, I am sure;12············
And it's friendly enough, though in friends it be poor.12··/˘˘/······
For itself though it bleed not, for others it bleeds;12·˘/·····/˘··
If it have not ripe virtues, I'm sure it's the seeds;12·····/˘·····
And though far from faultless, or even so-so,10····/˘·/··
I think it may pass as our worldly things go.11······//˘··
Well, I've told you my frailties without any gloss;12·····/˘··/˘·
Then as to my virtues, I'm quite at a loss!11····/˘·····
I think I'm devout, and yet I can't say,10···˘/·····
But in process of time I may get the wrong way.12··/·········
I'm a general lover, if that's commendation,12··/˘/˘···˘/˘
And yet can't withstand you know whose fascination.12···˘/····˘/˘
But I find that amidst all my tricks and devices,13····˘/····˘/˘
In fishing for virtues, I'm pulling up vices;12·/˘·/˘·/˘·/˘
So as for the good, why, if I possess it,11········˘/·
I am not yet learned enough to express it.11·····˘/·˘/·
You yourself must examine the lovelier side,12·/˘·˘/˘·····
And after your every art you have tried,10····/˘····
Whatever my faults, I may venture to say,11·/˘····/˘··
Hypocrisy never will come in your way.10˘/˘˘/·····
I am upright, I hope; I'm downright, I'm clear!11··˘/···/···
And I think my worst foe must allow I'm sincere;12·······˘/·˘/
And if ever sincerity glow'd in my breast,10··/˘/˘····
'Tis now when I swear----.5·····

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