L'Homme De L'Ennui

Matilda Betham (1776–1852) · 1808

anapaestic tetrameter · AABBCC · 48 lines · from Poems

Forlornly I wander, forlornly I sigh,And droop my head sadly, I cannot tell why:When the first breeze of morning blows fresh in my face,As the wild-waving walks of our woodlands I trace,Reviv'd for the moment I look all around,But my eyes soon grow languid, and fix on the ground.

I have yet no misfortune to rob me of rest,No love discomposes the peace of my breast;Ambition ne'er enter'd the verge of my thought,Nor by honours, by wealth, nor by power am I caught;Those phantoms of folly disturb not my ease,Yet Time is a tortoise, and Life a disease.

With the blessings of youth and of health on my side,A temper untainted by envy or pride;No guilt to corrode, and no foes to molest;There are many who tell me my station is blest.This I cannot dispute; yet without knowing why--I feel that my bosom is big with a sigh.

Oh! why do I see that all knowledge is vain;That Science finds Error still keep in her train;That Imposture or Darkness, with Doubt and Surmise,Will mislead, will perplex, and then baffle the wise,Who often, when labours have shorten'd their span,Declare--not to know--is the province of man?

In life, as in learning, our views are confin'd,Our discernment too weak to discover the mind,Which, subdued and irresolute, keeps out of sight;Or if, for a moment, her presence delight,Our air is too gross for the stranger to stay;And, back to her prison she hurries away!

If my own narrow precincts I seek to explore,My wishes how vain, my attainments how poor!Tenacious of virtue, with caution I move;I correct, and I wrestle, but cannot approve;Till, bewilder'd and faint, I would yield up the rein,But I dare not in peace with my errors remain!

With zeal all awake in the cause of a friend,With warmth unrepress'd by my fear to offend,With sympathy active in hope or distress,How keen and how anxious I cannot express,I shrink, lest an eye should my feelings behold,And my heart seems insensible, selfish and cold.

I strive to be gay, but my efforts are weak,And, sick of existence, for pleasure I seek;I mix with the empty, the loud, and the vain,Partake of their folly, and double my pain.In others I meet with depression and strife;Oh! where shall I seek for the music of life?

Words in this poem

forlornly adv.
In a forlorn manner. Pollok.
sadly adv.
Wearily; heavily; firmly.
wealth n.
Weal; welfare; prosperity; good. [OE. welthe, from wele; cf. D. weelde luxury. See Weal prosperity.]
molest v. t.
To trouble; to disturb; to render uneasy; to interfere with; to vex. [F. molester, L. molestare, fr. molestus troublesome, fr. moles a heavy mass, load, burden. See 3d Mole.]
baffle v. i.
To cause to undergo a disgraceful punishment, as a recreant knight. [Cf. Lowland Scotch bauchle to treat contemptuously, bauch tasteless, abashed, jaded, Icel. bagr uneasy, poor, or bagr, n., struggle, bægja to push, treat harshl]
discover v. i.
To discover or show one's self.
hurries n.
A staith or framework from which coal is discharged from cars into vessels.
explore v. t.
To seek for or after; to strive to attain by search; to look wisely and carefully for. [L. explorare to explore; ex out+plorare to cry out aloud,prob. orig., to cause to flow; perh. akin to E. flow: cf. F. explorer.]
wrestle v. i.
To contend, by grappling with, and striving to trip or throw down, an opponent; as, they wrestled skillfully. [OE. wrestlen, wrastlen, AS. wr, freq. of wr to wrest; akin to OD. wrastelen to wrestle. See Wrest, v. t.]
strife n.
The act of striving; earnest endeavor. [OF. estrif. See Strive.]
shall v. i.
To owe; to be under obligation for. [OE. shal, schal, imp. sholde, scholde, AS. scal, sceal, I am obliged, imp. scolde, sceolde, inf. sculan; akin to OS. skulan, pres. skal, imp. skolda, D. zullen,]

Definitions and etymologies from Webster's Unabridged Dictionary, 1913.

About this text

L'Homme De L'Ennui is in the public domain. This text is taken from Poems, Project Gutenberg ebook #9998; the transcription's header, footer and licence were removed and nothing else was changed. You may copy, print and reuse it freely.

Cite as: Matilda Betham, L'Homme De L'Ennui, in Poems (1808), text of Project Gutenberg ebook #9998, Laurel, https://laurelpoetry.com/poem/betham-poems/l-homme-de-l-ennui.html, id L23512.

Form and metre

L'Homme De L'Ennui is 48 lines in 8 stanzas of 6 lines each. The rhyme scheme is AABBCC, complete in 7 of its 8 stanzas. The metre is anapaestic tetrameter, measured from the stress the words themselves fix (confidence 96%).

See other poems in anapaestic tetrameter.

Measured by Laurel's pipeline, not copied from a handbook: how stress and metre are counted, how rhyme is lettered, how a drifted rhyme is found. Where the dictionary cannot confirm a rhyme the letter is withheld, not guessed.

Rhyme words, stanza by stanza

The word that ends each line, lettered by the rhyme it makes; a dash is a line whose rhyme the dictionary could not confirm.

  1. 1 AABBCC sighA · whyA · faceB · traceB · aroundC · groundC
  2. 2 AABBCC restA · breastA · thoughtB · caughtB · easeC · diseaseC
  3. 3 AABBCC sideA · prideA · molestB · blestB · whyC · sighC
  4. 4 AABBCC vainA · trainA · surmiseB · wiseB · spanC · manC
  5. 5 AABBCC confin'dA · mindA · sightB · delightB · stayC · awayC
  6. 6 --AABB explore · poor · moveA · approveA · reinB · remainB
  7. 7 AABBCC friendA · offendA · distressB · expressB · beholdC · coldC
  8. 8 AABBCC weakA · seekA · vainB · painB · strifeC · lifeC
Scansion, line by line

Each line with its syllable count and the stresses the words themselves fix: / stressed, ˘ unstressed, · a syllable the word leaves free and the metre decides. Read against anapaestic tetrameter. How this is done.

LineSyl.Stress
Forlornly I wander, forlornly I sigh,11˘/˘·/˘˘/˘··
And droop my head sadly, I cannot tell why:11····/˘·˘/··
When the first breeze of morning blows fresh in my face,12·····/˘·····
As the wild-waving walks of our woodlands I trace,12···/˘··//···
Reviv'd for the moment I look all around,11˘/··/˘·····
But my eyes soon grow languid, and fix on the ground.12·····/˘·····
I have yet no misfortune to rob me of rest,12····˘/˘·····
No love discomposes the peace of my breast;11···········
Ambition ne'er enter'd the verge of my thought,11˘/˘·/˘·····
Nor by honours, by wealth, nor by power am I caught;12··/˘····/···
Those phantoms of folly disturb not my ease,11·/˘·/˘˘/···
Yet Time is a tortoise, and Life a disease.11····/˘···˘/
With the blessings of youth and of health on my side,12··/˘········
A temper untainted by envy or pride;11·/˘˘/˘·/˘··
No guilt to corrode, and no foes to molest;11···˘/····˘/
There are many who tell me my station is blest.11··/····/˘··
This I cannot dispute; yet without knowing why--11··˘/˘/···/·
I feel that my bosom is big with a sigh.11····/˘·····
Oh! why do I see that all knowledge is vain;11·······/˘··
That Science finds Error still keep in her train;11·/˘·/˘·····
That Imposture or Darkness, with Doubt and Surmise,12·˘/˘·/˘···˘/
Will mislead, will perplex, and then baffle the wise,12·˘/·˘/··/˘··
Who often, when labours have shorten'd their span,11·/˘·/˘·/˘··
Declare--not to know--is the province of man?11˘/·····/˘··
In life, as in learning, our views are confin'd,11····/˘/··˘/
Our discernment too weak to discover the mind,12/˘/˘···˘/˘··
Which, subdued and irresolute, keeps out of sight;12·˘/·˘/˘˘····
Or if, for a moment, her presence delight,11····/˘·/˘˘/
Our air is too gross for the stranger to stay;11/······/˘··
And, back to her prison she hurries away!11····/˘·/˘˘/
If my own narrow precincts I seek to explore,12···/˘/····˘/
My wishes how vain, my attainments how poor!11·/˘···˘/˘··
Tenacious of virtue, with caution I move;11˘/˘·/˘·/˘··
I correct, and I wrestle, but cannot approve;12·˘/··/˘·˘/˘/
Till, bewilder'd and faint, I would yield up the rein,12·˘/˘········
But I dare not in peace with my errors remain!12········/˘˘/
With zeal all awake in the cause of a friend,11···˘/······
With warmth unrepress'd by my fear to offend,11·········˘/
With sympathy active in hope or distress,11·/˘˘/˘···˘/
How keen and how anxious I cannot express,11····/˘·˘/˘/
I shrink, lest an eye should my feelings behold,11·······/˘˘/
And my heart seems insensible, selfish and cold.11····˘/˘/˘··
I strive to be gay, but my efforts are weak,11·······/˘··
And, sick of existence, for pleasure I seek;11···˘/˘·/˘··
I mix with the empty, the loud, and the vain,11····/˘·····
Partake of their folly, and double my pain.11˘/··/˘·/˘··
In others I meet with depression and strife;11·/˘···˘/˘··
Oh! where shall I seek for the music of life?11·······/˘··

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